Day 6 Without John...
For the last couple of days I'm right breast has been killing me and its red and sore and it just freaking hurts. So, I go to the doctor today and I have a clogged milk duct. Now, I'm on Meds for it. It better go away. If it doesnt with the meds then I have to get a drained. Which I think is going to hurt like hell. Its not affecting Mason eating it just could bring to me tears feeding him. I'm trying everything possible to break it up and get it flowing. Its just to sore to touch. Wearing a bra hurts.
Ok enough with my breast. LOL. John didnt call today which is fine I guess he'll call when he wants or has a free time. I dont know if hes mad at me still or not or whats going on with him. I dont know NOTHING about whats going on with him or out there in Kawait. I wish there was a number that I can call to somehow reach him. But, there isnt. GRR...
Hunter was good today well at the babysitters. There was no way on Gods green Earth that I was going to take him to the doctors with me. I had to wait for over an hour to get my Meds. But, it was free.
Mason, was my little Angel today like always. He got a bath today and that helped him relax a little in the night. I hope that he sleeps good tonight.
Tomorrow, I'm not going ANYTHING! I have so much crap to do around here its just freaking crazy. I have everything like washing clothes, doing the dishes, taking out the garbage, cleaning the bathrooms and just everything. I just wonder how much I'm really going to do. I always just get side tracked and end up doing some of the things and not the important things like cleaning the bathrooms. I also wanna clean out the closets and get Johns Army crap picked up and I still see Army things in the living room like hats and etc. Its all going in a box with the rest of his crap.
I better get to sleep so I can have at least a few hours of sleep without Mason waking up. And IF John does call maybe I can be a little more awake.