The Last Day...
Well, today is the last day that John will be home and I still cant cry. He just came home and he has to be back at Ft. Lewis at 11 tonight. I dont know if I'm going to see him off. I know I should but (getting all choked up) fighting with him over something stupid makes things easier for me. Last night I burned the hard feelings and as he was sleeping I went and laid on top of him and hugged him and gave him kisses he told me that he loved me and I said it back and all but still no tears. I guess I NEED him to say that he wants me to come tonight to see him off. I know thats what made him upset the other day when I told him that my sleep was more important then seeing him off. Ok well bring on the water works. Now I just cant let him see. LOL. This is so stupid. When he came home he didnt even kiss me hello. Talk about OUCH! I wonder whats the rest of the day is going to be like. I have some things I need to do like go to the post office and buy Mason's birth cerif. I would like him to come but I'm scared to ask. I would like to do alot of things before he leaves. Yeah sex is out of the question since I just had a baby wow 2 weeks ago. But, I think just getting out of the house and doing things as normally as possible is best.
Johns not going to Baghdad thank GOD! Hes going to a place that saver. Soldiers say the more south you go the better it is. Hes going so far south thats I think its pretty pointless even going. But what can I do? Nothing. I guess there going to Kawait for a few weeks doing more training. But whatever my husband is the best soldier and no matter how mad I am at him that never changes. He made it a year over there 4 to 6 months is nothing. I hope that time just flies by. With him being in Kawait for a while he really wont be spending to much time in Iraq itself. Out of the 4 to 6 months in Iraq maybe a month or so will be in Kawait. WOOHOO! Thats good.
I just really hate this war and everything it stands for. No one better die over there this time around.
Well, today is the last day that John will be home and I still cant cry. He just came home and he has to be back at Ft. Lewis at 11 tonight. I dont know if I'm going to see him off. I know I should but (getting all choked up) fighting with him over something stupid makes things easier for me. Last night I burned the hard feelings and as he was sleeping I went and laid on top of him and hugged him and gave him kisses he told me that he loved me and I said it back and all but still no tears. I guess I NEED him to say that he wants me to come tonight to see him off. I know thats what made him upset the other day when I told him that my sleep was more important then seeing him off. Ok well bring on the water works. Now I just cant let him see. LOL. This is so stupid. When he came home he didnt even kiss me hello. Talk about OUCH! I wonder whats the rest of the day is going to be like. I have some things I need to do like go to the post office and buy Mason's birth cerif. I would like him to come but I'm scared to ask. I would like to do alot of things before he leaves. Yeah sex is out of the question since I just had a baby wow 2 weeks ago. But, I think just getting out of the house and doing things as normally as possible is best.
Johns not going to Baghdad thank GOD! Hes going to a place that saver. Soldiers say the more south you go the better it is. Hes going so far south thats I think its pretty pointless even going. But what can I do? Nothing. I guess there going to Kawait for a few weeks doing more training. But whatever my husband is the best soldier and no matter how mad I am at him that never changes. He made it a year over there 4 to 6 months is nothing. I hope that time just flies by. With him being in Kawait for a while he really wont be spending to much time in Iraq itself. Out of the 4 to 6 months in Iraq maybe a month or so will be in Kawait. WOOHOO! Thats good.
I just really hate this war and everything it stands for. No one better die over there this time around.
posted by BroenEyedGurl @ 12:51 PM
1 Comments:
At 4:13 PM,
girl soda said…
i don't understand why you can't talk to your husband, be honest about your feelings and communicate. i know it's hard, but it's more important that he know how much you want him with you. coming from me, the depressed chick, this probably doesn't sound like good or even probable advice. but i don't see how it could hurt. short story version - i'm just waiting for my boyfriend to get confused again.
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