My Husband John...
Grr... he really gets on my nerves. He doesnt help me with the kids. AT ALL! Everytime I ask him to help me like change a diaper or something he bitches and moans and takes his sweet time then does it. Hes leaving in a few short days and I only cried once. You'd think that he would wanna do everything before he left. Ooooh no not John. I hate changing diapers but I dont bitch about it I just do it. Theres things going on at work and hes not telling me anything.
We got into it a few nights ago well it was last night and it cont' this morning at 6am. I told him that it felt like his sleep was more important then taking care of his kids. Then I went on saying that I wasnt going to see him off on Friday morning because my sleep is more important. I know what a thing to say and that hes leaving and may not come back. Yeah yeah yeah I know. But, I was mad and I know thats not an excuse but its the truth. I feel that these are MY kids not his or ours. I give them baths, feed them, play with them, get up with them in the middle of the night change more diapers then he has ever done.
I know we shouldnt fight before he leaves but this is something that always happens. I think well I know that it just makes it earier that I hate him then be all sad as he goes.
Other then that my day went nice. Ok Mason stayed up most of the day. I seriously need to get swing or something holding him all day just isnt cutting it. Hunter was my little headache today. He made his messes and I would clean up then he would make another one. I made dinner for Hunter and I and got John to take Mason to get him ready for bed then I got the Hunted one ready for bed.
I hope tomorrow will be a better day.