Week 1 Day 6...
Nothing today happened. No John nothing. I kinda wanna talk to him tonight so I actually hope that he calls tonight. I wanna tell him and kinda explain whats been going on. The fact is that I'm really jealous of Josh and I said this before in another post here. John seems to me that he has more fun with Josh then with me and that just really sucks. John has told me in a fight that he would never be friends with me if we werent married. That was a punch to the gut. I dont know. I didnt do anything today just laid around and worked around here. Hunter was making me crazy but thats becoming a everyday thing now. Mason is my good sweet baby. He slept and ate and pooped all day. But, now its almost 3:30am here and I really need to sleep now. I just hope John calls.